By Adina Kay-Gross for Kveller.com
When
you become a new mother, you spend a lot of time talking about making
mom friends. I’ve written about it, as have countless others. We’ve
thought it about it honestly, earnestly, and some times desperately.
It’s as awkward as dating, it’s a necessary evil, and sometimes, in
lucky circumstances, lifelong relationships are formed, relationships
that can save us.
But when we become new mothers, we don’t often talk about old friends.
These
are the friends who are very well having children in step with you,
friends who remember when you, yourself, were a child. Friends who know
your parents and know your siblings and slept on the floor in your
childhood bedroom and slept on the floor in your college dorm room and
saw you with the hair-sprayed bangs and the bad skin and the skinned
knees and the broken heart.
Yet, these friends now live in San
Francisco and London and Chicago and New Jersey and Texas and
Philadelphia and Colorado and Detroit. You are in New York and you are
so overwhelmed you can’t pick up the phone to tell them that you’re
overwhelmed but you love them. These friends have lives that in some
ways resemble yours, but in many ways, don’t. Maybe these friends read
different books or blogs. Maybe these friends aren’t readers at all.
Maybe these friends don’t think about organic mosquito repellent. Maybe
they do. Maybe these friends have spouses who aren’t Jewish. Maybe these
friends have spouses who are way more Jewish. Maybe these friends have
divorced. Maybe these friends don’t work, or maybe they do work, but you
aren’t interested in their work, nor are they in yours. Maybe these
friends let their kids watch TV. If you actually get to talking you’ll
reveal that you sometimes do, too.
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Monday, August 26, 2013
Monday, August 19, 2013
An Unexpected Family Reunion, Seven Decades After the Holocaust
My husband’s grandmother’s family was decimated by the Nazis. But at 95, she discovered relatives she never knew.
By Jennifer Mendelsohn for Tablet Magazine
I hardly thought it was a life-changing question.
We were driving home from a family gathering one evening this past May with my husband’s 95-year-old grandmother, Frieda, a Holocaust survivor from a small town outside Warsaw. I told her I’d been spending a lot of time on genealogy websites, immersed in tracing the trajectories of my immigrant relatives, most of whom—lured by the promise of America—had left Eastern Europe long before World War II. I had always thought Frieda’s family’s story was not as flush with immigrant tales; most of her relatives had stayed in Poland, which is precisely why Frieda had so few relatives. She and her late husband Chaim had survived the war by fleeing to Russia in November of 1939. They spent the next six years doing forced labor under increasingly dismal and treacherous conditions. They were the only members of their immediate families to have lived.
And so I asked Frieda what she had heard about America as a child. Did people talk about wanting to go there?
“I didn’t know very much. We didn’t talk about it,” she said. She shrugged dismissively.
And then, almost as an afterthought, she added: “My mother’s two older sisters went there. She was supposed to go, too, but the First World War broke out.”
My pulse quickened. In the 14 years I had known her, I had heard numerous stories about Frieda’s past recounted in vivid detail. But I couldn’t recall her ever once mentioning two aunts in America. And Frieda wasn’t someone who could afford to have two aunts unaccounted for.
“Mumma!” I said excitedly. “They must have had children and grandchildren here. We can find them! We have to!”
Frieda seemed skeptical. Her mother, Chaya Rojza, had somehow lost touch with her sisters before Frieda was even born; Frieda remembers her crying over the one photograph they’d sent back from America, a formal studio shot in which they wore long black skirts. Find them? It seemed preposterous. She didn’t even know their last names. All Frieda knew was that her aunts once lived in Chicago and that one had a husband named Avram. One aunt, she said, had died of cholera. When Frieda arrived in Baltimore in 1958, she’d tried to track them down using the meager methods at her disposal, to no avail.
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Monday, August 12, 2013
We Need Better, Affordable Jewish Day Care Options
By Adina Kay-Gross
When my husband and I moved our family from Brooklyn to the wilds of the Long Island suburbs
eight months ago, our chief concern was securing great childcare for
our twin toddlers. In Brooklyn, from the time they were 3 months old,
Avi and Maya had been cared for part-time by Charlotte, a superhero
dressed as a 25-year-old aspiring opera singer. Charlotte (Sha-Sha, to
everyone in our family who loved her, which was everyone) could do
anything our two babies needed, including arrive at our apartment at 8
a.m. so that I could hop the subway to Manhattan while the girls
splatter-painted the walls with oatmeal. Charlotte glided into our lives
and made it infinitely better. Alas, Sha-Sha wasn’t interested in
moving to the ‘burbs with us. Go figure.
And so, when we landed on the (north) shores of this island, we weighed our options. I would still be working part-time, but really, it was more like three quarters when you considered the longer commute. We didn’t know many people in our new town and worried that a nanny wouldn’t have much to do with the girls, what with the whole everyone-needs-a-car-to-get-anywhere culture. We didn’t like the idea of the girls sitting in the house all day. In addition, at 18 months, Avi and Maya were starting to pick things up, and it seemed like they might just benefit from being in a Jewish environment.
Ideally, we wanted to enroll the girls in a synagogue preschool program. We liked the idea that through nursery school, we’d find a relatively organic and low-stress opportunity to meet other young families in our town. And we liked the idea that Avi and Maya would begin experiencing Shabbat, Hebrew, and the Jewish holidays, in a structured, accessible way.
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And so, when we landed on the (north) shores of this island, we weighed our options. I would still be working part-time, but really, it was more like three quarters when you considered the longer commute. We didn’t know many people in our new town and worried that a nanny wouldn’t have much to do with the girls, what with the whole everyone-needs-a-car-to-get-anywhere culture. We didn’t like the idea of the girls sitting in the house all day. In addition, at 18 months, Avi and Maya were starting to pick things up, and it seemed like they might just benefit from being in a Jewish environment.
Ideally, we wanted to enroll the girls in a synagogue preschool program. We liked the idea that through nursery school, we’d find a relatively organic and low-stress opportunity to meet other young families in our town. And we liked the idea that Avi and Maya would begin experiencing Shabbat, Hebrew, and the Jewish holidays, in a structured, accessible way.
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Monday, August 5, 2013
Summer Vacation is No Picnic for a Child with Autism
By Dana Meijler for Kveller
Summer vacation is upon us.
All over Facebook I see statuses of parents dealing with school being out. Grateful posts about not having to pack lunches quickly turn into posts about the hassles of shlepping kids to baseball practice or kids being underfoot saying, “I’m bored” 600 times a day and in between happy vacation photos and day trips and amusements parks.
In other words, the stuff of life. Or at least the stuff of life when you are a parent.
As the parent of a special needs child, I recognize these irritations but honestly, I also do my share of eye rolling when I read stuff like this. It’s tough not to shake my head when some parents’ biggest problems are that they cannot decide how many pairs of flowered underpants their kids need to pack to go to Jewish sleep-away camp for two weeks. It sometimes makes me cringe when I read stuff like this, not just because I think of friends who struggle financially and aren’t in the position to be able to pay to send their child to be cared for by others for two weeks. Or those, like me, whose kids just can’t participate in things like summer camp, because their needs are so specialized and they just need more attention and care than they can get in most summer programs.
Look, it would be great if I could be a bigger person. I don’t begrudge anyone anything but when I read that someone’s biggest challenge is whether to buy the BMW SUV or the Escalade and this is presented like Sophie’s Choice in the blogosphere, without one word of gratitude for the position they’re in, it’s hard to take what they have to say seriously.
I suppose this means I am not a bigger person, okay. Well, I can live with that.
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